I look at you, and I see a way for me to redeem myself.
To fill up the gaping holes left by fear, uncertainty, doubts and insecurities.
To fill up the the missing words, the swallowed feelings, the lost thoughts, the unspoken opinions.
If I say something, would you say something in reply, and would it go on, till we discover what the possibilities are,
Or would you shut me down.
I want to learn about myself, I want to be a normal person, I want to hold someone's hand and know what give and take and real relationships are like.
I'll never know now, because I've decided to walk down the lonely road again, and i can't turn around.
Maybe you'll be another Regret.
Maybe I've lost another chance to redeem myself.
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