I received some really good news in the mail from Austin I Pulle yesterday, and i felt happier. 9 day extension! I love him.
What's even happier is that I'm staying home to do work today. Although my mum was not so happy. I can't please, just because I'm me, and she's her. I won't feel guilty.
What will make me even happier is if today is a productive day, and tomorrow I go to school and meet my friends and have a happy day.
2 days ago I was so down in the dumps I considered compromising what I feel. Now I feel different.

I feel new. If I can't make a new friend, then I will be my own brand new friend.
It's time to depend on me for happiness.

:)