it's good to learn from the past. my mistakes, my experiences, my struggles, the journey i've been through. there is good in the journey by itself.
but sometimes i want to be new. to erase all the negatives i seemed to pick up so easily from all the guys i've fallen for, turned to, found comfort and friendship in, kept secrets from. im tired of picking up and keeping negatives. they seemed to have made a home in my chest and cast a dark cloud over my heart. the best thing is, i dont think i learned anything...
it's like the pop up that says "this browser has 999 cookies" and i just kept pressing "continue". the future is so bleak. perhaps because what im heading to, is already is a page in my past? i dont feel new. i feel trapped, going in reverse.
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