got the quote above from softapples' blog. i've heard of it before, and it struck me then. she really is a wonderful sounding girl and i do wish i was her friend.
but i digress. the quote.
the reason it strikes me is that i dont trust it, and yet a soft voice in my head whispers that it may just be true and i would do well to live by it. i deserve love, and not just any love. i deserve a great kind of love.
hmm. that just plain makes your heart smile doesnt it? :)
today was a great day. talked alot, sold a few, enjoyed looking at beautiful women. and some men. told the cute uncle he was cute, and meant it from the bottom of my heart. i really experienced how women pig out. like seriously pig out.
he was on my mind alot today, and i considered sms-ing him, but i didnt. i considered calling him, but i didnt either. it's not such a big loss... I'm getting better. (i think.) it's just that this little heart of mine gets lonely. but i have this diary, and im as truthful as i can be in this diary, and you know what? im thinking it helps.
i was jogging just now. first round i saw this couple with the guy having his arm around the girl's waist. second round, the girl was wiping tears and throwing tissues onto the floor, (which was already littered with tissues), in an exasperated manner.
intrigued, i ran one extra round, and the couple was gone, but the tissues were still there. being in love (or troubled in love) does not make you a more considerate person. people in love do tend to be in their own little world.
im seriously considering buying the thigh and tummy trim slimspa thing. imagine if i had slimmer thighs. buying skirts and pants would definitely be easier.
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