Believer

You say it to yourself and to any who might ask; You are a believer. But how just how much do you live in your faith and practice what you profess? What do you believe, and when you've decided, just how much does it mean to you? If it does not mean enough to be lived by, the tenets and pillars of your belief reflected and affirmed in your actions and daily habits, what does it reflect of yourself?

Hypocrite? Or just..weak? Weak of flesh, a human being struggling and forgetting in this world?

I am weak. I am infirm, I break my promises to God and I make them again when i need God's help. I forget to be thankful for everyday alive and whole, i always see what i lack and not what He has blessed me with.

I can only ask for his Forgiveness, and keep trying as long as by his will, i keep breathing, and hoping, and trying to be good.