don't pine over what you can't have

i am a lucky girl.

i have loving parents, who are pretty stable and supportive.
i love my kind, gentle and thoughtful father. i love my mother just for the fact that she's my mother and she always wants the best for me.

i have good friends, old and new. they are not perfect, but they care about me. they care about my feelings, and my worries, and they help me when they can, and tolerate the best they can my failings.

i don't have a boyfriend. i dont have someone who loves me, who i can tell everything, who shares the same dreams, and speak wonderful words of love and commitment and mean them.

but i have a heart, and i have dreams. i am just a girl. i have my strenghts and weaknesses and everyday i learn how to be better. i am going to be good, so that when that perfect someone falls into my life, i will be good enough for him.

sometimes i think it's dangerous to have dreams like this, because love is not perfect, and there is no such thing as the perfect guy.

i am a lucky girl.

and lucky and hopeful is enough for now.