how could it be that i made a mistake in the photocopying?
i suck.

Will participate in FT later.

the first thing you want never comes.

i want to talk to you so much that it hurts sometimes. Talk to me. Please, please talk to me. i don't need anything else, if you'd talk to me again.

I'm pathetic.

Tomorrow is the start of a brand new week. Don't screw this up, like you screw everything up, again and again.

Same old failures and missed chances.

Week 2 owned my ass. When will I ever own a week's ass I wonder?

I think next week I will try to own the week's ass . I will offer participation for Monday's evidence class. In fact, from now on, I will prepare with a view to participate in class and make notes for exam. That will be the priority, instead of breadth. Then, I will offer participation for FT. And lastly, I will participate in Friday's conflicts. Answer the easy questions, just like Lujia.

On to Week 3! Oh ya must start revising for the 20 question test in Week 4 already.

let's review, shall we?

I want answers. I want truth. I want him. But not as much as I want the past, as I used to be able to want. I want to stop feeling like I cannot have what I want.

I'm tired. I am oh, so, very tired. This in addition to worrying about grades, about school load, about friends, about internship and pupillage.

I am thinking having someone there would make it all so much easier.

I want someone to lean on, someone who will make it better, who will support me.

I want to be doing the right thing. But what does that mean exactly? If someone could tell me.

She says his poison. She says stay away from him. She spills words like it's easy when all i want to do is cry.
He says i am mature and composed, and he gives me kudos, when all i want to do is cry.
She says she'll never think badly of me, and my situation is like a taiwanese drama, and i want to is cry.
She says i need to tell the truth, just do it it's easy, and all i want to do is cry.

You whisper words, words, and more words, and all i want to do is cry bitter tears at the sweetness of it all.

I'm poisoned, I'm dying before you, you don't know, when you throw that hurt.

i prayed in school today. :) it brought me a little peace.

I am doing the right thing. I don't want to lose a friend.

i don't want to be like this, this uptight girl who can't let lose because she is not confident of herself. Who can't let go of the past. Who is not open to new people

another random about banal stuff

How is it possible that second week of readings for Conlifcts is harder than the first week?
(confession: secretly i like conflicts)

Well I like it alot more than evidence that's for sure. Life-threatening decision: Tan Boon Heng or David Lee for evidence? My oh my i have to decide by 8 am tomorrow!

My social life is good. It satisfies me.

Gonna go for a short jog in about 1 hour.

Thank heavens for lockers.

Anger under my eyelids, around my throat and on the tip of my tongue

You choose to treasure money over comfort, over humanity and over your relationship with your daughter.
That's your choice. I don't want to ever discuss money with you, so don't ever say a word about it to me again or I will just step out of the house. My patience is only THAT much.

My photocopying is still all over the place.
I havent started reading for week 2 of Evidence and Conflicts.
I havent bought a financial calculator.
I feel very estranged from Teresa.

Cheers to the start of Week 2